28/12/2004
Either I'm buying too many CDs or I'm going mad. I downloaded Daedelus' Of Snowdonia and wondered why the tunes sounded so familiar. Then I realised that I already have the whole thing on CD.

See, it's proof that I do support my favourite artists.

I'm bored. 2004's been pretty shit. Can we get on with 2005 already?

27/12/2004
Hope you guys had a better Christmas than I did; I spent mine with the flu. No joy. Turkey was tasteless. Skiving off work today as well. Couldn't be bothered to go in. Year-end blues.

Kanye West on The Breezeblock (MP3, 28.7MB)

No tracklisting, so you guys will have to figure it out for yourselves. I can tell you 'Drop It Like It's Hot' is on there though.

19/12/2004
Hi there. Sharing is caring. So:



KAWS ONE Bendy Movie (4.75MB)

And if anyone in KL is interested in going to see the Painting for Joy: New Japanese Painting in 1990's exhibition in KLCC, drop me a line. Let's hope I'll be able to get my lazy ass out of the house before January 2 next year when the thing finishes.

16/12/2004
Yeah so I complained a lot about not having any place to go on weekends, blah, blah, blah. I ended up going out last weekend to the very same places I talked about. So sue me. I still don't enjoy it, but fleeting moments like hearing Snoop Dogg's 'Drop It Like It's Hot' make it a little less unbearable.

I keep having this recurring dream. I'm hanging out in my old Form 5 classroom back in school, chatting with a couple of friends and chilling out. Somehow we get to talking about studying for exams – which happens to be taking place next week. Then, realising that I haven't started revising yet, I break into a sweat and start to panic. When I wake up in a daze I feel a deep sense of regret and worry and almost instinctively begin to search for my books. I finally wake up for real after a couple of seconds and realise that I'm no longer in school, there are no exams, no books either and I'm a masters degree holder. Cue big sigh of relief.

My guess is that I'm dreaming about school cos I've been talking to my brother a lot about his studies. He's about to begin his A-Levels and I keep telling him not to slack off like I did and get his ass in check. I tell him about how I used to be a top scorer for the first three years of my secondary school life and how I deteriorated into an average student at best during the final two years.

It was all downhill from there – from college right up to my undergraduate degree I was a real slacker and didn't really buck up until I began my masters course. It finally hit me then that that was gonna be my last chance to work hard at school, I mean, unless I continued doing a PhD I was never going to have a student life again. Well, I slept through the afternoons and missed a couple of classes, but I'm glad to say that I did pretty well for my postgraduate degree. Somehow, the fact that I slacked off for so many years never stopped haunting me.

So remember kids – visit your local gambling spot, buy lottery tickets regularly, win a million bucks, and you can forget all about school.

6/12/2004
Woooooo ... I don't want to listen to anything else this week (and maybe next) except Slowdive ...

You, on the other hand, should listen to Mass Distraction Sessions Vol. 5. Inspired in equal parts after listening again to the unparalleled Psychonauts Essential Mix and the realisation that my past couple of mixes were kinda boring. So I'm upping the ante by giving you a party mix that you can bop your head to. Party? Par-tay indeed! If I had an hour in Cocco Latte on one of their hip-hop nights, this is what I would play. Check Aural Prostitution for tracklistings.

Come on and LISTEN!!!

I met up with a friend last weekend and something we talked about made me horribly aware of how aimless and tedious my life is. I started my job back in October last year. Since then I've worked and worked without taking a single day off. I still have all 14 days of my annual leave and only 7 of them can be carried over to 2005. So if I don't find something to do I'll be forfeiting a whole week's worth of leave.

The dilemma is this – I've come to a point where I really don't know what I'm doing this for. I'm only working cos every self-respecting twenty-something who's fortunate enough to have had a good education needs to work. I save up and all that, and I'd really like to treat myself to something but I don't know what. I'd like to get myself some cool clothes but the only cool stuff that I can find in KL are fake goods. I'd like to buy lots of records but there aren't any good music stores save for Djangos.com, and even then I have lots of accumulating stuff on my notify list that Djangos never seem to stock. I really want to visit London again but the one friend who's actually up for it had to cancel cos his lady can't go with him. Of course I can travel alone but I figured we could share the cost by bunking together and all that.

And then there's the thing about going out every weekend to the same places and doing the same things. A friend told me off some time back saying that I have to stop being so 'uppity'. I mean, I don't want to be a snob but I realise it's very easy to come across as such because I really, really don't find any fulfilment in drinking the same whiskey and seeing the same bevy of fashion victims every week.

Look, there are places in KL that do actually emphasise music over dress codes but I've got no one who'd go with me. I can think of two guys who might be interested but one would rather be at a place where there're chicks to look at and the other can't stand smoke and crowds.

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Don't forget to listen to my mix.

1/12/2004
Madvillain – Strange Ways (Koushik's Remix)
I've been hearing about Koushik for ages but all he's ever done is release a couple of EPs, a half-hour online mix on the Stones Throw's website and some remixes here and there. When is this guy going to drop a proper full length?! I dunno. Perhaps you do. But while we wait, here's one of his latest remixes, taken off Four Tet's new Late Night Tales compilation.

Speaking of which, I was really looking forward to Four Tet's first proper mix CD but I have to say I'm kinda disappointed with it. I mean, there're lots of rare tunes – Linda Perhacs, Max Roach, Joe Henderson – but I was expecting a lot more from him, something along the lines of his Domino Radio mix perhaps. Hmm ... maybe I should put it up for download again – who wants it? Raise your hands.

Fun fact: I share the same birthday with Terry Riley, the minimalist American composer who pioneered the use of tape loops and delay systems in experimental music.

So I was looking through my credit card bill today. Apparently I was billed 70 Singapore Dollars for some transaction with UrbanMales.com. My first guess was that it's the 70 bucks I paid for the Resfest day pass. Perhaps it was a misspelling – maybe it's supposed to be UrbanMalaise.com or something. At least that would make more sense then UrbanMales.com, right? Out of curiosity I decided to check and see if UrbanMales.com did exist. The horror... the horror ...

I swear I've never been to that site before! For fuck's sake! I broke into a sweat thinking that some dork scammed my card and used it to view sexy pics of guys with washboard stomachs in swimming trunks. Upon closer inspection, it seems legit after all. After some frenzied research, UrbanMales.com is registered by Codalworks in Singapore, who in turn are the people who developed EventsOnline, which in turn is the online registration system used by Resfest Singapore. See? It all pans out! I'm straight after all! Really! True red-blooded male! I love tits! Boobies! Bitches and hoes!

Alright, I gotta go clear my browser history and cache now.

21/11/2004
Mass Distraction Sessions Vol. 4
You like music? A whole hour of it? Of course you do! Yes boys and girls, it's that time again. Encoded in friendly, no-waiting-time RealAudio this time round, so THERE'S NO EXCUSE NOT TO LISTEN! For those of you who'd like a copy to listen in your iPod, head on over to Aural Prostitution under my Stuff section where you'll also find the tracklisting for the mix. Feedback and linking extreeeemely welcome!